When goodbyes turns out to be meaningless:
When I look out of my office window what greets my eyes is a thick blanket of clouds floating through the thin air humming the music of a warm morning to the trees and birds still lazily opening their eyes to a new dawn. At the far end I find the mountain line standing tall with all its might and stretching its arms like a wrestler getting ready for his regular work out. And here I am sitting and pondering what the day has planned for me? Time is ticking by and I remain all alone in my office with the only company of unfinished jobs and a whole lot of boredom. I flip through the pages of journals that's lying on my table hoping to find my lost interest somewhere but all that I can find is aggravated hopelessness.
My restless mind continues the search and here I am at the doorsteps of a social networking site the "FACEBOOK". The hope to find some familiar faces and moments of smile has made me knock at this door. Well what greets every user is smiling faces of their friends in their uploaded pictures and what greeted me was nothing but an unavailable friend list. I stare at a list which still has many friends with their availability status flashing green but lacking interest to be extended with a "Hai".
I scroll down the list as if I know what I am searching to find ,and stops at a name which still cries in bold tongue "unavailable". Well this pause has happened many times for the past few days where I try to figure out why my mouse doesn't scroll forward and I start starring at a name which was nowhere near to being called "a friend". Well this is a name which got added into my friend list after a persistent effort from my side to know someone whom I thought was worth knowing and once on knowing was too valuable to be held in my friend list that I had to let go off the luxury. But today when I find an unavailable status overshadowing the presence which gets notified by the series of updates happening parallel to that time I know somewhere eyes remain purposely closed towards me. Time is definitely a healer ,well nothing has to be healed upon but its just that somewhere I miss someone whom I don't even know at all. I know ,again I would stare at this name, not for any other reason but to make my mind understand that goodbyes are for ever and one day even this name would sink with the many unanswered questions of my life.................
